worst possible day ever

i pleaded out. my lawyer said i didnt have much of a chance without witnesses and that even then it would be iffy. so im in the first offenders program. community service, fines, victims panel, dwi school, interlock for one year. so we are selling the batmobile-the coolest car i have ever driven-so that i can get a junker to put the interlock in. its not the end of the world. but you know what really almost is? coming home from court and finding my beloved cat tucker gone. he got out somehow and he is gone, gone, gone. i am devastated. he has a microchip so there is some hope. but he is also an indoor only cat with no experience around cars, dogs, strangers... im struck dumb by the amount of sadness i feel right now.