fantasy
so, i remembered something recently that i had forgotten. about what i wanted to look like when i was little. its just funny how kids perception are so different than what we want as adults. i didnt care about being skinny, or boobs, or anything. i wanted to have violet colored skin, and long emerald colored hair (or the reverse would have been acceptable.) i think it was a 'my little pony' that started this. also i wanted silver eyes because there was this book called "the girl with silver eyes" and she was a misfit, but seemed cool and was kind of psychic or something.
and wings. big, real, working wings. like an angel's but just for everyday living. and the only power i wanted was the ability to communicate with any animal or living creature that was not human. and i would spend all my time flying around and being with animals. its just funny to me how lately ive bemoaned feeling like a monster, a mutant, a freak-when as i little kid it was all i dreamed about. weird.....
and wings. big, real, working wings. like an angel's but just for everyday living. and the only power i wanted was the ability to communicate with any animal or living creature that was not human. and i would spend all my time flying around and being with animals. its just funny to me how lately ive bemoaned feeling like a monster, a mutant, a freak-when as i little kid it was all i dreamed about. weird.....
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yeah, in many ways adulthood is a conspiracy, lie, hoax, and load of crap. when i was young i wanted to be punk. hate society. make art. write poetry. fight the bad people. and look weird. i was so enchanted by the punks. like urban fairies they were to me. and the ones i knew in DC really were....ahhh, childhood innocence, i miss it so so much. good blog.
Wow, I completely forgot having read that book when I was a kid until you mentioned it. Maybe that's what started my recurrent dreams about developing psychic powers ...
that would be cool if you had violet skin...I would take you around town and charge people money to meet you....it sounds like a cool money making scheme to me ;) you've got to stop w/ this monster thing... for the millionth time...Repeat after me jen: "I am not a monster. I am a cool-ass girl who in no way, shape, or form, resembles a mutant". ;)
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